It’s all about how strongly you feel it…the pain and the blissful melody…
Which one do you remember? which one lasts longer?
The sweet summer breeze carrying her delightful cackle
Or the stillness in the air when she held her breath waiting for it to be taken away
What do you recall most? the little surprise bundles of joy
Or the hushed forgotten little secrets in remorse
The yearning for the faint lullaby rings a bell
Shuddered in an instance by memories flooded

A touch…it changes everything
The past, the present.. it builds a bridge
Twisted frayed edges prey on your confusion
Sanity or sanctity, which loss shall prevail?

You shall be strong, you shall be ready
To shred off the guilt, to wash out the stain
A hundred wounds you’ve stabbed everyday
Fourteen years have passed counting away
Blinding your eyes burying your pain
Was it really worth the game?

You tell me there are deeper scars
The burden i carried was never mine
All these years of defending the plight
I wish you had broken the wall..showed the light

You still wonder how strongly you feel the pain
Of the person who made you and the person slain.